There are people whose kids are NOT coming home from school EVER again. I don't really give a crap about weight loss, or anything else so stupid compared to their pain. Just too much in this world is so evil. I have seen it first hand with this blog. Evil, sick, demented stalkers who are capable of almost anything. You never know about people in this world. The lowest form of life is someone that would hurt and KILL a little baby. He walked in to a school and killed a class of kindergartners??!!! Sorry if I don't give a sh!t about your weigh-in today. I really hope for the best with everyone out there in Internet land, but I can't see the point of all this "look at me" stuff when there is so much that is going on in the world. (I'm sooo guilty of using this forum for validation) I am so glad I have met a handful of great people here who WILL be my true friends forever. I really appreciate all the love and support from the sane group of you who are so giving and caring and have left some GREAT comments when I needed a friend or support. I need a break. Really. Not a fake one that people post about then they are back in 2 days because they need the attention. Peace Out.
Friday, December 14, 2012
Thursday, December 6, 2012
My mom and her husband are coming for Christmas. They used to call me "two tons" as a nickname when I was in high school and beyond. I can't express enough the level of anxiety I have over their visit. I feel that all they will notice was that my WLS was a "failure." I feel like a failure enough as it is without a reminder. So... not that it will help, but I am going on a liquid diet for the next 14 days until they arrive in order to feel like I will at least lose some bloat. It may not help at all but maybe it will help me feel more in control? I am scared. Scared of being stared at, looked down upon. I LOVE Christmas and I'm sure they will not say anything to my face, but what is said behind my back to other family members always gets back to me. I hate being a fat failure. I hate that I am stuck. I hate that I have yet to have the Christmas card pic without a fat face. Oh man. So much for a Merry Christmas. :( I just have to keep reminding myself all that I have to be grateful for and play that over and over in my head.
On a happier note, here is my house all lit up...
Last weekend we were able to go to the downtown Christmas parade where the parking was a long distance from the street, but I made it just fine thanks to my surgery.
Today is also my 9th wedding anniversary so I will bore you with some wedding pics... :) I am sad when I see how fat I was. I could hardly stand. My husband had to hold my hands during the ceremony so I would not fall because my back hurt so bad. It's kinda painful to look at these pics, but I am sooo grateful to have a husband that loves me for me. Fat, infertility, medical issues, strokes, ALL before he married me. At least I know he didn't marry me for my looks. :)
Dee that does the "Dee's Tips and Trivia" is the red head in the middle. :)
Sunday, December 2, 2012
I hope everyone is enjoying the season!
Dee's Tips and Trivia...
Previous Questions –
~ In 1914, President Wilson denounced what material object as a symbol of “the arrogance of wealth”
~ Which country leads the world in the mining and production of silver?
~ What university did Bill Gates drop out of?
~ Add a capful of hair cream rinse to the final rinse water when washing sweaters.
~ Spray children’s drawings and artwork with hairspray to keep colors from fading and smudging.
~ Righty tighty, lefty loosey.
~ Intelligent people have more copper in their hair.
~ The average number of people airborne over the US in any given hour is 61,000.
~ In Shakespeare’s time, mattresses were secured on bed frames by ropes. When you pulled on the ropes, the mattress tightened, making the bed firmer to sleep on. Hence, the phrase…”Good night, sleep tight.”
This date in history (November 30th)
~ 1782 – The US and Britain signed the preliminary peace articles in Paris, ending the Revolutionary War.
~ 1835 – Samuel Clemens was born.
~ 1940 – Lucille Ball and Desi Arnaz were married.
~ 1982 – Thriller was released. Can you believe it’s been 30 years?
~ 2004 – Ken Jennings streak of 74 wins on Jeopardy came to an end.
~ What do bulletproof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers and laser printers have in common?
~ What is the most popular boat name?
~ It developed in the early 1970’s simply as a form of exercise. In 1981 it became a competitive sport for individuals and groups. What is it called?
“To get ahead and stay ahead, use your head.”
Enjoy your weekend!